What Happen?

Life Happen.

: )

Afraid.

At this moment,

I am afraid of what's gonna happen.

...

But its all for the best.

Pauses.

“We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us

that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.”

Smile.

“You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose.

You just forgot it was there.”

Makes me smile : )

Answer please.

What am I expecting in life?

..

a miracle?

Coincidently

I found a quote

by Albert Einstein

...

"There are only two ways to live your life.

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as though everything is a miracle."

I have been seeking for the miracle that would finally happen in my life

Which will give me the valid reason

to be happy

to be joyful

to live

...

The answer is miracle has always been around me.

My beloved God,

My family,

My friend,

and

My love

...

I was blinded

by my narrow mind.

Now

I finally sees it

and

may I always will.

...

Home.

Just came back from Ping's House

and

....

Today,

After

being cranky

being lost

for all this while

I realised

what I have been searching for lately

....

Wasn't about searching for a different kind of food

nor finding ways to kill times

or getting rid of the routine lifestyle

...

It was searching for the feeling of being at Home,

the feeling that everything has been taken care of,

....

the feeling of being with family.

Something

that I never thought would be

what I am seeking for

...

Well

...

Before I left,

I hoped that I will be able to stay overnight

Why?

Because Ping's place reminds me of a place I call Home

Somewhere I haven been to for a long time

Wishing to feel peaceful again.

Well

Here I am, : )

Back to my so called 'second home'

Back to the cold and empty room

Figuring out the schedule for tomorrow

...

preparing for the coming exam

...

Haiz

I really do miss my family

:' )

I'm still here.

I am a question to the world,

Not an answer to be heard.

All a moment that's held in your arms.

And what do you think you'd ever say?

I won't listen anyway…

You don't know me,

And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

...

And what do you think you'd understand?

I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..

You can take me and throw me away.

And how can you learn what's never shown?

Yeah, you stand here on your own.

They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,

Wanna touch things I don't feel,

Wanna hold on and feel I belong.

And how can the world want me to change,

They’re the ones that stay the same.

The don’t know me,

'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see

All you wanted, I could be

Now you know me, and I'm not afraid

And I wanna tell you who I am

Can you help me be a man?

They can't break me

As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,

Wanna touch things I don't feel,

Wanna hold on and feel I belong.

And how can the world want me to change,

They’re the ones that stay the same.

They can’t see me,

But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,

‘Cause I’m not what they see.

And the world is still sleepin’,

While I keep on dreamin’ for me.

And their words are just whispers

And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,

Wanna touch things I don't feel,

Wanna hold on and feel I belong.

And how can they say I never change

They’re the ones that stay the same.

I’m the one now,

‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,

‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m still here.

I’m still here.

I’m still here.